Rhythm of the Music is Life's only Motivation

Monday, May 19, 2014

Everytime I think how I feel right now I should write it down... If only I could turn back time... If only.. the regrets are plenty... How I wish... Learnt a lot out of this situation.. well what began in december ended in April.. continued rather spurred a little in May but these 3-4 months have taught me so much... How to feel these emotions, how to express them in words is beyond me..

Monday, December 06, 2010

hey girl in blue... am missin you... hey girl in blue.. am happy for you...

hey girl in blue.. alls ok now... hey girl in blue am missin you tonight...

Saturday, October 16, 2010

I just want a vacation... I dont want any pressures of my career following me there and I want no guilt of anything thats happened before.. Yes I am at a good place yes am doin good for myself but what I really really want is... I want to take a break...

Thursday, July 01, 2010

For You CD

Just so that I remember this...

1. Angel in the Night - Bass Hunter

You are my light in the dark
You are the beating in my heart
But that is not enough
Will I ever be by your side

You're my angel in the night

2. Every Morning - Bass Hunter

Every morning I wake up and I think of you
with a smile on my face
I’m a man in love .. and she’s glorious

Every morning!

3. I miss you - Bass Hunter

I don't wanna feel the way that I do
I just wanna be right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart

4. Love you more - Bass Hunter

Let the stars fall down, let the leaves turn brown
So you know you can never make me love you more
Let the redwoods die, let the wells run dry
So you know you can never make me love you more

Amazing song.... I wish we could too sing this song together
I love it.... Beautiful
I like the way the song is as a whole... I can dance like

5. Now you're Gone - Bass Hunter

Now you're gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
with the pictures hanging on the wall
is this the way it's meant to be
only dreaming that your missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll go crazy now you're gone
There's an empty place in my heart
without my Anna it will break apart
it won't heal, it never fades away
I will think about you everyday

6. Walk on Water - Bass Hunter

I will never be afraid again.
I will keep on fighting 'till the end.
I can water walk on water, I can fly.
I will keep on fighting 'till I die


7. Away - Enrique

Perfect we said we'd never be
So why is this happening to me
No way no way (no way)

8. It must be Love - Enrique

I try to find a place where I can hide
But everytime I try to fight the feeling it takes over me
It must be love baby cause it's killing me looking in your eyes
It must be love cause every time you walk away I just fall apart

And I don't know what it is, but I feel I'm in too deep
No, I don't know what it is, it must be love
It must be love

9. Lost inside your love - Enrique

Lost inside your love, believe me
And if I don't come up then leave me
inside your love forever
Inside your love...whooo

I m so lost inside your love that each day without u when u r not around seems so long... trust me it seems more than a year... suddenly i want the time to pass by in a jiffy so i can see you soon... Its so lonely without u ...

10. Miss you - Enrique and Nadiya

But I miss you - I miss you
A chaqun de nos pas
Mon coeur manque de toi
To keep from running away
At any cost
laisse moi le temps de t'aimer
Just to see what I've lost

I so miss you... I so miss you.... I so so so miss you.... I so so so so miss you :(

11. Stay Here Tonight - Enrique

Stay here tonight, stay here tonight
'cause when you're around me everything's right, don't go
Oh, don't leave me alone
Stay here tonight, stay here tonight
I wanna hold you in my arms show you what that's like, don't go
I need you, I need you

Stay with me tonight, I need you, Stay with me tonight, I need you
Stay.. [fade out]

I wanted to say this on the most amazing and beautiful romantic Sunday that we had.... :(

12. Butterfly Wings - Owl City

Whenever we leave the ground
And take to the sky
I'll smilie as im gazing down
Cause I've always wonder why we won't need feathers to fly

We should have our butterfly wings......Such beautiful song :)

13. Fireflies - Owl City

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns, slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Your favourite.... :D
I shud get a kiss for this

14. Hot Air Baloon - Owl City

I'll be out of mind
and you'll be out of ideas pretty soon.
So let's spend the afternoon
in a cold hot air balloon.
Leave your jacket behind
Lean out and touch the tree tops over town.
I can't wait to kiss the ground wherever we touch back down.

Lets do something like this na... Somethin new and different. It will so much fun, adventurous and ROMANTIC

15. If my heart was a house

Circle me and the needles moves gracefully
Back and forth, if my heart was a compass you'd be North
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go, if my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house, you'd be home

I so wish my heart was a house... i did keep u home 24/7.... its so mee na... the song?

16. I'll meet you there - Owl City

You could be anywhere
I'll meet you there
You could be anywhere
Open your eyes and see everything you can be
I'll meet you there

I can meet you anywhere.. You have no idea how much i m missin u here. U must have reached Goa or must be reaching. I wish we were together there. I so wanted to be with you... So want to be with u right now. :(

17. Meteor Shower - Owl City

I am not my own, for I have been made new
Please don't let me go I desperately need You

Its such a beautiful one... It feels so good that you are with me.
Please dont let me go... i really really need u...
I am not my own, i have changed i hv changed for u... u have made me new... Everythin is so different of me now when i look back.... I am for you

18. On the Wing - Owl City

Are you there?
Are you there, or are you just a decoy dream in my head?
Am I home or am I simply tumbling all alone?

His songs are so like a dreamland thing na... We should also have a dreamland where we can have anything we like, do anything we want... theres freedom of everything.

19. Strawberry Avalanche - Owl City

This is a world of dreams and reverie
Where I felt the stars explode around me

To be honest downloaded this song cz its called Strawberry Avalanche... But not bad at all na

20. Sunburn - Owl City

When her smile came back and I didn't feel half as horrible
She gave me a heart attack
We both put our sunblock on, played on the beach and vowed that we'd live and we'd learn
But she got a tan, and I got a sunburn
She got a tan, and I got a sunburn
Yeah, but she got a tan, and I got a sunburn

21. The Christmas song - Owl City

I don't have anyone at home to talk to
And you don't have anything to do
So I'll spend my Christmas with you

22. The tip of the iceberg - Owl City

Snow drifts build up and enfold us
As we wait out this winter storm
So we snuggle close in the darkness
And keep each other so warm

Yes we do keep each other warm... We feel the warmth wit each other in each other... n i so wanna kiss u rite now

23. Umbrella Beach - Owl City

I'll spread my wings and fly

Home is a boxcar and it's so far out of reach
Hidden under umbrella beach

Special Owl City Edition for you coz you like it :)

24. Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

U know na i loveee this song..... i loveeeeeeeee it i lovvvvveee yoouuuu

25. 123456 - Plain White T's

You make it easy
It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you...
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that's what I'll do...
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
I love you
(I love you) I love you

26. Anything - Plain White T's

You could've told me why you had to go
I try to tell myself just let it go
But I see your face, it's everywhere I go

[Chorus x2]

No, I don't understand

Chill... I :)
But sometimes i dont understand so u shud make me understand ...

27. Come Back to Me - Plain White T's

Come back to me
I still believe
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me
I'm on my knees
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place I love you.... I m gonna so miss u whn u in Pune... I ll be in a very similar situation :( Don't ever forget me... And we will be together so wht u r far away :)

28. Faster - Plain white T's

I'll lose my voice
if you wont make a choice
I'll lose my head
if you go to him again
I’ll lose my mind
if you won't take me back tonight
take me back tonight

29. Hey there Delilah - Plain White T's

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

One of the most amazing song for you... I wish i could sing like this for u ...

30. Last Call - Plain White T's

Just take this time and think
The look in my eyes lookin' at you
Just take this time and think
Just take this time and think
Just take this time and think

See here also it says our honeymoon in Paris... Chal na please

31. Making a Memory - Plain White T's

Friday night's such a beautiful night (making a memory)
Now you're staying
(Making a memory)
Don't know why we put up such a fight (making a memory)
Over nothing
(Making a memory)

Don't you think we should say Sunday was a beautiful day... More than that Hot and Sexy day :P, What say? Love day :)

32. Meet me in California - Plain White T's

But it's not that easy
I don't wanna say goodbye
And I don't wanna make you cry
I just wanna see you smile again
'cause everything I used to be
Is waiting over there for me
This is a beginning not an end

I should tell you na meet me in Paris ;)
I still wish it would be possible....Positive about it :D

33. My Only One - Plain White T's

Why'd you leave me alone?
If you love me too, can I call you my only one?
If you say no, I won't let go
My only one.
If you believe we were meant to be,
Why'd you leave me alone?
If you believe we were meant to be,
Why'd you leave me alone?

You are my lauta sa pyaara sa cute sa chubby sa sweet sa lovely sa sexy sa hottie sa Only One.....

34. Our Time Now - Plain White T's

This is the dance for all the lovers
Takin' a chance for one another
Finally it's our time now
These are the times that we'll remember
Breaking the city's heart together
Finally it's our time now
It's our time now
(It's our time now)
It's our time now
(It's our time now)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Finally it's our time now

Its our time now... Lets enjoy every moment wit each other and live it up... And never regret ever in life that we didnt enjoy and loved each other when we had the chance to.... I love you

35. Someday - Plain White T's

Someday we won't say never
Someday we'll all be together
Someday we'll all reach higher
Someday we won't be so tired
Someday we won't say never
Someday we'll all live forever
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Someday we'll all live forever
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Someday we'll all live forever
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Someday we'll all live forever
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Its a nice soothing song... Like it... thot of u... So its for u.... :)

36. Sunlight - Plain White T's

Can you hear me?
Come home
I need you near me
Come home
Well it's lonely now
In this hotel room
And these sheets are empty, love
Waiting for you

I am always waiting for u.... Always lonely without u... Love u

37. Write You a Song - Plain White T's

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without
I will write you a song (I will write you a song)
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong (love is still strong)
I will write you a song
And you know from this song that I just can't go on without you

Its such a beautiful song. Fabulous.... Its jus only and only for you... You said na i m the guy... I can be the guy and do this for u :) Love you

38. You and Me - Plain White T's

You know what I'm going to say before my mouth even makes a sound
And that's why we make a good you and me
I know from the sound of your breathing exactly what you are feeling
This is why we make a good you and me
Make a good you and me
Make a good you and me
You and me

This is so perfect actually na for you and me. Don't you think so .... I feel so... Read it properly and hear it too ... And tell me ... Its so us na.... Muaaaaaaaahhhhh

39. All The way for you - Poets of the fall

So please remember that I'm gonna follow through all the way

Oh my love, if it's all I can do, I'll take the fall 4 U
Cos I will soar when I lay down with you and give my all 4 U

You like Poets of the Fall and i do it too... Its self expressive.... my expressive darling. Muaah

40. Change - Poets of the fall

What is this chill at my heel
That makes the protections I've built around my pseudo world premiere
Tearing my utopian fiction apart as it happens to just pass along

I feel a change coming on
Rolling out of the blue like a storm
Crashing against my delirious thoughts where humanity's waiting alone

How I wish you'd only see...

41. Dawn - Poets of the fall

A new light is warm, shining down on you after the storm
Don't mourn what is gone, greet the dawn

n' I will be standing by your side
together we'll face the turning tide

42. Desire - Poets of the fall

Kill sweet desire, faith may numb the trial, but can you run all your life
Kill sweet desire, truth will make a liar, you can run but not hide

Given into this sensation, feel I've run too far
Cannot see beyond emotion, see what the options are
With no faith to trust the notion, I fear I'm losing all control


43. Dreaming Wide Awake - Poets of the fall

It's like I'm racing to the sun, blindly face the blazing gun
Cos I'm afraid I will be left here without you
Like I'm racing not to run, give more when I have none
Cos I'm afraid I will be left here without you... wide awake

Another place and time...

I'll dream you... wide awake.

44. Dying to Live - Poets of the fall

Behind me now the winding road they sing of
I've come to stand before a silent wall
Finally a chance to find a question
To point out the right answer after all ...this time

So rid us of the plight, the plight of self affliction
Generations choice the drug of self deception

I know the way you go...

45. Fire - Poets of the fall

Look there it is in the news again, yeah
There it goes singing the blues again

Fire flare alight inside me...

Fire, return my joy cos I'm so
Tired, tired of me
Inspire the weary eyed to see the
Ire and Irony
Oh fire

46. Fragile - Poets of the fall

You've been going out of way to agree
Like you've been rubbing yourself all wrong just to be somebody else's genie
Catering to your disasters every need
Waiting to finally be set free

I said baby don't worry
Life will carry
Just take it slowly

Cos the love...

47. Heal My wounds - poets of the fall

Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down cos I need you to rise
No-one else can heal my wounds

48. Illusion and Dream - poets of the fall

So whatever makes you see
Makes you believe
And forget about the premonition you need to conceive
The images they sell are Illusion and Dream
In other words dishonesty
With silence comes peace
With peace comes freedom
With freedom comes silence

49. Locking up the sun - Poets of the fall

Is there a hero somewhere, someone who appears and saves the day
Someone who holds out a hand and turns back time
Is there a hero somewhere, someone who will never walk away
Who doesn't turn a blind eye to a crime

And in the emptiness, there's a solution,
just look within yourself for absolution

50. Maybe tomorrow is a better day - Poets of the fall

This day will die tonight and there ain't no exception
Why should I wait for nothing to wait for
I won't cry for my solitude, lay my head and dream of you
And hope that you'll come knocking on my door
And maybe tomorrow is a better day
I know tomorrow is a better day

51. Rewind - Poets of the fall

Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side
So I'll know it will not leave me wanting, I see my heart, waving me bye-bye
Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side
So I'll know it will not leave me wanting, like my love, kissing me good bye
Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side

52. Roses - Poets of the fall

So when I'm crying alone
Yeah, when I'm cold as a dying stone

Grow me a garden of roses
Paint me the colors of sky and rain
Teach me to speak with their voices
Show me the way and I'll try again

53. Sleep - Poets of the fall

Sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in
Like waves of sweet fire, you're safe within
Sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushing in
And carry you over to a new morning

54. Smoke and Mirrors - Poets of the fall

Now the melody's void of sympathy
cos that shit's in byte size bits on YouTube
so tell me what am I supposed to do
When the malady's no remedy
Till we reach the lowest absolute
And necessity will finally force something through what's walling you

Do we even know who we are...

55. Someone Special - Poets of the fall

And she's here to write her name
On my skin with kisses
In the rain, hold my head and ease my pain
In a world that's gone insane

Back row to the left, a little to the side
Slightly out of the place
Look beyond the light, where you'd least expect
There's someone special

56. Beautiful Liar - Beyonce and Shakira

Beyonce Beyonce
Shakira Shakira
Beyonce Beyonce
Shakira Shakira

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] Can't we laugh about it (Ha Ha Ha)
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

57. Eyes like yours - Shakira

Came from Bahrein, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours

58. Long Time - Shakira

Long time long time
That's the way I've loved you baby
Long night it's been a long night
I'm breaking the record, told ya

Long time long time

The minutes are eternal lately
Long night it's been a long night
Can't wait to touch you, touch you

59. Waka Waka - Shakira

Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa a a
Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa

60. Change - Taylor Swift

It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It’s a revolution, throw your hands up
Cause we never gave in
And we sang hallelujah, we sang hallelujah

61. Forever and Always - Taylor Swift

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always... yeah

62. The Best Day - Taylor Swift

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side
Even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day
With you today

Its a daddy's song but its nicey

63. The Way I Loved you - Taylor Swift

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

I fear similar things happening to me in 2yrs time... :(

64. Today was a fairytale - Taylor Swift

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Extra lovey dovey song. :)
Its not bad too be lovey dovey with you
I love it sometimes

65. You are not sorry - Taylor Swift

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh

You're not sorry, no no oh

Her letter...

Hello Chubby Hubby
I know I call you this on purpose but I like so I do.
So here is a small package of some beautiful songs u may or may not like with the lyrics. And at the end of most lyrics is a one liner message from me. Don’t feel bad if you do not find any message in some because some songs are just too self explanatory.
You wanted to know na what I used to do when I was missing you the time you had gone to Goa and Surat. This is what I used to do. Collect some songs I thought you might like. I am sure you must be having some or may be most them but it is ok.
So wassup… I wonder how you must be feeling about this day. Is it something unexpected?
Were you expecting this day might come?
For me it is surprising really very surprising.
Are you really my boyfriend? Haha.. I know what you must be thinking. Suddenly there are thousands of question in your mind as to why am I saying this. And you really want to know the answer na?
In one year you have changed and as you had said earlier I have also changed not a bit but a lot. Yes I have and I realize that.
There is lots to say but I think this time I should say it and not write it. So cya
Love u loads…. Take care and have the most awesome day ever full of beautiful memories 

Thursday, June 10, 2010


Dear Love,

Sorry for not standing by you, I feel guilty for loving you truly and still not having you by my side... your love was pure for me and so was mine for you.. maybe some day in some way or some birth we will meet again... I am really really not able to get you to be with me... did whatever I could to make u happy when I was with you..

No other song than this can explain my situation better

To my love
Can I get to your soul
Can you get to my thought
Can we promise we won't let go
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go
I hate to see you cry

Stereo Love


Friday, February 26, 2010


Note - If you have a weak heart.. or a small appetite to laugh or in a bad mood and won't laugh on anything then this article is just not for you.
Also please note that if you are not familiar with grotesque articles on grotesque subjects then also stop reading now.

If you have ignored the above warnings then read on -

The write up is based on the following question -

What does a fart mean to you? What does a fart mean to other people? What does a fart mean at all...

A fart is relief from a lot of things.. stomach ache, potty trouble.. sometimes when u cant shit u fart and relieve urself... fart is also generated when u drink too much cola

A fart at home goes unnoticed... but u need to see that others really don't notice and not that u conveniently dont look at others holding their noses as hard as they can...

A fart in the crowded train in d morning also doesnt go unnoticed
In case u thought I'll just pass it through and no one will notice then boss its ur duty to Shit at home.. so if u dont and make others smell it 'We Know!!' Its just that we are indians... we smell it avoid it... try avodiing it rather... look at others.. manage a smile.. take it as another bad omen for office and gulp it down...

In case you don't know then there are types of smells also in farts -

Acidity fart - In case u didnt know it smells bad too.. its acidic and not good.. you better eat something and read the I need to shit urgently fart for more details.

I am not feelin well fart - The easily escapable, and also excused most of the times am not feelin well fart and my stomach seems to be paining fart are OK. They also don't smell that bad and you tend f sympathise with the one who just farted.

I didn't do my morning shit fart - This is NOT EXCUSABLE PEOPLE!! how much ever late u are for office you should still shit the whole thing out ant not keep any at all. Do not fart after this... or go 10 m away and warn others. Save yourself some embarrassment by warning people. We know you are the one doing it...

I need to shit suddenly Fart - It smells the most horrible out of all and you've probably digested somethin really fast or that day morning you didn't shit properly. ou need to rush urgently howsoever urgent meeting you are in. Just find a restroom bro and park your ass we dont want to smell the shit.

Thats all folks so keep your farts in your kidneys and dont let them out...

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thrilling Run

Time - 08:46
Location - My house
Newspaper over... time to rush over to brush my teeth and shave.. shoudn't take more than 5 mins, I simultaneously put the water to heat, its gonna be a close call so I better not waste even a min, I quicly decide what to wear and call out to mom to serve breakfast.

Time - 08:52
Location - Still My house
Done with bathing and wearing my shirt oh why are there so many buttons... anyways "where's my belt where's my socks" I cry out to ma. I realise she's already ready with her part... I quickly comb my hair n rush to the pooja room.

Time - 08:54
Location - Puja room in my house
Done with a quick prayer one more quick glance at the watch as I am rushing to the living room (No No cant miss it I dont wanna be late)
So i rush towards my bread butter and jam and the milk.. milk barely takes 30 seconds.. I leave out the hard crust of the bread so that I can chew fast and save those precious seconds as I munch the bloody thing down.

Time - 09.00
Location - Door of my house
Quickly I run with my socks wear my shoes and jump to touch my mother's feet, done with everything I take the mobile phone off charging and scram down the stairs with loud thuds. I rush towards the auto stand and take the worst auto ever... Why god why me all the time?

Time 9.04
Location - The rickshaw
I am usually the first customer of the day so the rickshaw isn't warm yet or whatever, he will slowly realise the customer is already sitting in and raring to go but then he keeps the newspaper aside, wishes a goodbye to his fellow chatter boxes and then starts the auto..1 isn;t enough 2... 3 and vrooom (as if its already on 40kmph)
Then inspite of me having already told him I need to go urgently to the station I have to tell him "Jaldi" and then he nods his head. Takes me almsot 60 seconds to the reach the main road would've taken me 23.45 seconds in my santro... then from far off I can see the signal just turned green... am already praying... the signal goes to 150 seconds if not less if it goes red again...

Time - 9.07
Location - The Hot rickshaw
The rickshaw gears into the fourth gear... barely reeaching 25kmph it starts to tremble... the food in my tummy is on a roll digesting at a faster pace due to the shake and trembling I can barely hear anything else than the engine roar. 8...7..6... blinker 5 blinker 4 and horning through the intersection we make it through to the other side just in time.
The Highway is the next obstacle as we reach it its almost 9.09 but still not exact as I wait for the signal to turn green we pass then through the centre one lane and go to the station. I realise and I don't have the time to take the whole u turn so i tell him to halt before the turn give him the change and jump aside on the other side to run.

Time - 9.10:30
Yea just a minute and a half left as I run towards the platform from outside grabbing hold of my pants and my bag looking at other ppl rushing to make it. A couple of chics heaving up n down (best part).
Yea I just rush and the train makes the final noise as I reach for the 9.12 Vashi starting and as soon as I get in a couple of ppl from behind push me aside and the train starts.

Phew another day at work lies ahead.


Friday, September 25, 2009

Regular Readers

So I've discovered a reader on my blog... sounds exciting and looks like my thoughts are being monitored now.. anyways I knew this would not remain a personal diary anyways...

So u my reader yes you you know How I address you dont you? What do you expect now? I should open my heart to you? What more do you want to knw abt me? I tell you everything you read my stuff and you never tell me abt yourself so how should I react to that?

I still think you were never my type and I was never your type.. but still well everything happened... In some similar way you should explain why and how did so many things happen which were not expected?

Awaiting your answer my regual reader... and next time dont delete your comment now that I know who you are... :-@

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

thug thug

thats what am feelin

those are words meant to express sounds of punches in my stomach... I literally fell knocked out rite now nope its a wednesday mid of the week and am not high on beer... Just feelin something that ought to have happened in 2011 is happening now and it just doesnt feel right...

Am praying to go to plz plz turn back time or atleast make everything alright.. I swear we need a miracle...

Just pray pray plz plz

Wednesday, September 16, 2009


Open up ya eyes and watch the sunrise
One part of me I've been made clear
Love that goes spread all the world
My love ya comes out of devotion
To rull ya spread to the world
In strange town I'm on my mission
Where we praise the day straight our way
All the nation
Let me be the love that comes form the sun
Let me be your rainbow rising on
Every single rase out of space
Will Shine on, shine on!
Let me be the love that comes form the sun
I wanna be your love light from above
Shine on, shine on, shine on!
My love ya comes out of devotion
To rull ya spread to the world
In strange town I'm on my mission
Where we praise the day straight our way
All the nation
Let me be the love that comes form the sun
Let me be your rainbow rising on
Every single rase out of space
Will Shine on, shine on!
Let me be the love that comes form the sun
I wanna be your love light from above
Shine on, shine on, shïne on!